a lion among ladies
Nov. 11th, 2021 10:11 pm[ Dorothea doesn't exactly love spending time in the cathedral of Garreg Mach's campus, as stunning as the stained glass windows and flying buttresses are to behold. She hasn't put stock in the Seirosi faith since she was six years old.
In spite of that, she can still be seen there often in the days following the mission to quell the Western Church's rebellion in Gaspard territory, her hand rubbing circles in Ashe's back. She understands what it feels like to lose a parent, though she doesn't speak of it; instead, she only listens as he very gradually works his way through the shock and pain. Sometimes the only comfort is commiseration.
It's draining, though. She has to step back eventually, to try and shake off the old familiar feelings that watching another orphan in mourning dredges up in her.
Standing on the bridge that leads to the cathedral, she inhales the fresh mountain air and releases a sigh as she looks out over the scenery. A flash of blue in her peripheral vision catches her attention, though, and she's back on stage, turning to face her new house leader. ]
On your way to pray?
In spite of that, she can still be seen there often in the days following the mission to quell the Western Church's rebellion in Gaspard territory, her hand rubbing circles in Ashe's back. She understands what it feels like to lose a parent, though she doesn't speak of it; instead, she only listens as he very gradually works his way through the shock and pain. Sometimes the only comfort is commiseration.
It's draining, though. She has to step back eventually, to try and shake off the old familiar feelings that watching another orphan in mourning dredges up in her.
Standing on the bridge that leads to the cathedral, she inhales the fresh mountain air and releases a sigh as she looks out over the scenery. A flash of blue in her peripheral vision catches her attention, though, and she's back on stage, turning to face her new house leader. ]
On your way to pray?
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Date: 2022-04-24 04:17 am (UTC)I know it's a lot to ask of you, but it means so much to me. Would it be uncomfortable for you to... sleep beside me?
[ After all, her bed isn't quite as big as his since she's neither nobility nor a house leader; it means they'll be forced to sleep together if he doesn't insist on the floor (which she's hoping he won't). Her nightgown is a modest white cotton with a soft lace around the collar, nothing revealing or scandalous. ]
It's all right if you don't want to, but I think it would help me sleep...
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Date: 2022-04-24 05:14 pm (UTC)I-
[ There's a creeping blush in his cheeks. ]
...I can do that, if you think it would help.
[ He is trying not to burst. But he can't really deny her this, can he? ]
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Date: 2022-04-24 06:18 pm (UTC)More untoward than asking her unwed beau to sleep in her bed, at least. She knows it's a forward request, but he's so good to her, and she kisses him one last time before pulling back the covers and climbing into the bed first. She then holds the blanket up for him, inviting him to join her with bated breath.
Dorothea's bed is like a warm cocoon, fragrant with the scent of roses and lavender and the soft musk of her skin. She shivers, tucking them both in and trying for the life of her not to do anything to overwhelm him, not to press in too close or curl herself into the curve of his body.
She does take his hand, though, threading her fingers between his.
"I love you so much, Dima. Thank you for being here for me."
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Date: 2022-04-26 01:49 am (UTC)"And I, you," he replies with a murmur, rolling on to his side to face her, "If this makes you feel better - safer - than I'm happy to do it."
Even if he does start to feel like he's in a dangerous situation just by being here.
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Date: 2022-04-26 10:24 pm (UTC)Sighing, Dorothea tries to meditate, to count sheep, to imagine herself descending into a clear pool of water, but it doesn't calm her. She runs her thumb over the back of Dimitri's hand, the one point of contact she's allowing, and sighs.
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Date: 2022-04-28 09:55 pm (UTC)"...Dorothea, are you still awake?"
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Date: 2022-04-29 02:28 am (UTC)Dorothea kisses the back of Dimitri's fingers before sitting up and rubbing at her eyes.
"I shouldn't have troubled you with this. We both need to sleep, but having you here is... difficult." Even in the dark of her room, Dorothea is certain that Dimitri will see her blush if he looks at her now. "I even promised to be good."
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Date: 2022-04-29 03:03 am (UTC)He clears his throat.
"...I... think I understand. Very well," he says slowly, "...it's on my mind as well. Even with my promise."
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Date: 2022-04-29 03:14 am (UTC)"I really will be fine alone for the night if you want to return to your room. Unless... maybe it would be all right if I--no, no, never mind. We shouldn't."
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Date: 2022-04-29 03:16 am (UTC)But he doesn't want to.
Instead, his tongue wets his lips and he squeezes her hand tightly, "...tell me."
His voice has dropped a little lower. Perhaps unconsciously.
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Date: 2022-04-29 03:24 am (UTC)Even if it feels like her insides are burning when he squeezes her hand. If her pent-up arousal gets much worse, she's going to need the room to herself to take care of her needs.
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Date: 2022-05-01 03:12 pm (UTC)"I don't mind. I honestly don't. I feel... I feel quite the same, you know."
His thoughts about waiting are very quickly turning into so much chaff.
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Date: 2022-05-01 04:40 pm (UTC)It doesn't serve to make her less aroused, unfortunately. In fact, Dimitri can probably feel the way her nipples have gone rigid through the thin fabric of her nightgown when each deep inhalation presses her chest more firmly against his, or maybe even the heat radiating from the apex of her thighs. It's a little embarrassing, honestly, so she tries to go completely still. It only works so much; tipping her head back slightly, the tip of her nose grazes the skin of Dimitri's throat.
Yeah, there's no way she's going to sleep now.
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Date: 2022-05-02 01:55 am (UTC)So instead he leans into her.
"Dorothea," he murmurs, voice low and breathless, "...may I kiss you?"
He's such an idiot.
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Date: 2022-05-02 04:04 am (UTC)"Please."
Dorothea hardly even waits for him to be the one to close the gap between them, pulling herself closer until their hungry mouths meet. She still tries to be good, letting their kiss remain (relatively) chaste until she feels his erection straining against the fabric of his pants. She moans softly as the last shreds of restraint she'd been maintaining slip away in favor of wrapping her arms around him. Her leg hikes up to drape over his thigh, not as suggestive as if she'd settled around his waist, but the message is clear: she wants him so badly that she can hardly stand it.
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Date: 2022-05-02 04:16 am (UTC)Any thought of stopping has been banished by the sheer need that seems to be burning through his veins. All he think about is being closer; as close as possible until there's no space left between them, until there's no spot where he ends and she begins.
It helps that he's managed to work a knee between her legs as well.
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Date: 2022-05-02 04:39 am (UTC)With trembling fingers, Dorothea tugs at the lace that holds the front of her gown together, and the bow comes undone with a soft hiss, falling open like the petals of a flower to reveal her pale skin.
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Date: 2022-05-03 04:01 am (UTC)"Dorothea..." He keeps his voice to a whisper, but it's obvious just how much want is in his tone all the same. He lifts a hand, hesitates, and then cups one of her breasts. He's trembling slightly, his touch almost too gentle as he rolls it against his hand, marveling at the heat and the feeling of her soft skin.
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Date: 2022-05-04 07:20 am (UTC)"Dima." Reaching up, she touches his face gently, combing through his hair with her fingers until she can cup the back of his head and pull him down. She isn't pulling his face to hers, though, but rather directing him down until his lips are a hair's breadth from the valley between her breasts. "Won't you kiss me, my darling?"
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Date: 2022-05-04 07:54 pm (UTC)He's listening for another command; for a sound of pleasure. Anything to tell him he's on the right track.
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Date: 2022-05-04 09:15 pm (UTC)She says his name again, a plea as much as anything. His body above her, arms braced to her sides, makes her feel so safe and loved, but the heat burning in her belly demands even more.
Running her hands over the planes of his back, she brings her knees up to make room for him to get even closer. It makes sense, too, to tug up the hem of his shirt so he's in the same state of undress as she.
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Date: 2022-05-05 03:41 am (UTC)Things were running away from him.
His hand found her breast again and squeezed, fingers toying with her nipple. Admittedly, he was a bit clumsy, but he wanted to try and make her feel good. He also settled between her legs, the ache and hardness of his arousal pressed against one of her thighs through the fabric of his trousers. The thought of being even closer to her - of being totally bare - was maddening.
"Can I - can we be even closer?"
Not exactly direct, but he wasn't skilled at the whole dirty talk thing.
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Date: 2022-05-05 01:01 pm (UTC)"Yes," she says, responding to his question by reaching between them to impatiently undo the laces of his trousers, gasping softly when she succeeds and his cock springs free into her waiting hands. Oh. Oh, Goddess. He's so big. It doesn't intimidate her, though, but only serves to excite her in anticipation of the way he'll feel.
"I want you inside me, Dima."
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Date: 2022-05-05 10:08 pm (UTC)"I love you," he continues, "I love you, I love you-"
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Date: 2022-05-06 01:52 am (UTC)Her skin is flushed, damp with sweat in a room that feels like it's getting hotter and hotter every moment. Her gown is hiked up to her ribs, pooling around her on the bed. Dimitri loves her, and he wants her, and everything is going to be all right.
"I love you," she responds in kind, pulling him down against her and using a soft hand to guide him into position. "Go slowly at first, all right?"
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